i've made a decision tonight...
a huge one...
and a heart was broken because of that...
well...not broken actually...he'll be cursing me throughout his life after this...
i've let him down for so many times...and tonight is the biggest one i've ever give to him...
for that person...
i just wanna say sorry...for this sudden decision i've made...
i know it's hard for you to accept...but it's even harder for me...
but...
deep in my heart... i know this will be the best decision for both of us...
i wanna change myself as i'm not a good one...
i've ruined everything including myself...
please...
don't ever blame urself... it's my own fault...
although u don't even know the existance of this blog, i'm still hoping that u'll understand what i feel...
i know u r angry... but, u'll find out that this decision is actually the best one for us...
if it is not now, one day u will....
is it all about dumping a guy?..if yes, u better be honest..if u don't feel him at all, just tell him dat..seriously..huhuhu
ReplyDeletewell...he's just a friend of mine...
ReplyDeletehe's been asking me for things that i can't give to him...
i've tried so many times to tell him...and finally i got the courage to say it last night...
yup! in such case, it is better to clear things up early. it's best for everyone. atiqah, well done for your courageous act! hope you & your friend can get over the problem and still be frenz.. =)
ReplyDeletedearest tqah,
ReplyDeletei am really happy for ur choice !
=D
u'll be okay, believe urself.
=)
ling2>>tq...i hope so...but,it's up to him...i'll be glad if he still wanna be friend with me...but,if he had decided not to, it's ok..
ReplyDeleteaina>>tanx syg...aku taw ko slalu support aku...tanx sgt2... ^__^